You know, I come to RJ periodically and have been around since 2005. I am not a frequent poster, I'm not an industry guy and I'm definitely not a roto guru. But I love coming here to learn and read what you guys have to say. I have made a lot of decisions in the last 10 years based on feedback from people on RJ, so I want to thank you guys for that.
That brings me to my next thing. I have decided (against a lot of inner turmoil) to accept the coaching job for my son's little league fall team. 8-10 year olds. I know baseball well, I am great with kids, I am a charismatic leader who parents like and IO have been an assistant coach several times in the last two years. I am still nervous though. None of you know me in real life (save Lord Zola) but I have slight cerebral palsy on my left side. I have been this way since birth. It definitely has been an issue for me in terms of stature, posture, etc. Mostly you cannot tell but when you DO notice, you notice.
This is my biggest hangup. I am really nervous about not being as technical as other coaches are and I am super self-conscience about my CP. I will be the center of it all and all eyes on me. Usually, I can get through under the radar. For example, I have to "Jim Abbott" how I play catch, meaning i catch and throw with my right hand. Dead giveaway. I am quite good at it but I dunno I just feel super wimpy about this and I'm kind of hoping you guys can just throw me a bone and remind me of what matters. My wife is so good with me and my son is really wanting me to do this but it's just kind of emotionally overwhelming and though it's kids, I still am afraid to face this.
I'm sure I'll be fine and I'll overcome this like I have many other challenges I have faced. Just wanted a place to spill my thoughts out and with ppl I know love baseball and have always been good in the past.
Thanks for reading. Can't believe I am going to coach these kids in a travel league!
That brings me to my next thing. I have decided (against a lot of inner turmoil) to accept the coaching job for my son's little league fall team. 8-10 year olds. I know baseball well, I am great with kids, I am a charismatic leader who parents like and IO have been an assistant coach several times in the last two years. I am still nervous though. None of you know me in real life (save Lord Zola) but I have slight cerebral palsy on my left side. I have been this way since birth. It definitely has been an issue for me in terms of stature, posture, etc. Mostly you cannot tell but when you DO notice, you notice.
This is my biggest hangup. I am really nervous about not being as technical as other coaches are and I am super self-conscience about my CP. I will be the center of it all and all eyes on me. Usually, I can get through under the radar. For example, I have to "Jim Abbott" how I play catch, meaning i catch and throw with my right hand. Dead giveaway. I am quite good at it but I dunno I just feel super wimpy about this and I'm kind of hoping you guys can just throw me a bone and remind me of what matters. My wife is so good with me and my son is really wanting me to do this but it's just kind of emotionally overwhelming and though it's kids, I still am afraid to face this.
I'm sure I'll be fine and I'll overcome this like I have many other challenges I have faced. Just wanted a place to spill my thoughts out and with ppl I know love baseball and have always been good in the past.
Thanks for reading. Can't believe I am going to coach these kids in a travel league!
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