I don't agree. not the way we all have to prey on each other to survive. the way matter has to collide with other matter to create more so-called important matter.
this is a major problem for me. I thought that I was ok. I could get past the pains of my youth and enjoy things. but as I got old I realize it's not so easy. I don't agree with the way the universe is built.
planets smashing into each other to make new planets. why. why destroy things that already exist in order to make new things.
and why do I have to goto the bathroom all the time. I know it has something to do with entropy but im really tired of the fucking toilet.
every time I have to relieve myself I feel like cursing God for making me this way.
I do not agree with the way this universe is built. it's cruel.
I know I said once that bad things only come from good things. and I still think it makes sense. otherwise there's no purpose. yet, there's obviously a purpose.
and it last forever. it's like in the movie Gladiator. what we do in this life lasts for an eternity. im not sure what that means.
it upsets me that people want to dumb such things down to some atomic meaningless, gravitational level. perhaps the world is built so cruelly it's the only way of making poor sense of it.
but even as enlightened as I feel, I don't agree with the way the universe is built.
and we are not supposed to. we are meant to question it because we have the power and intelligence to do so. we are meant to question God. we are meant to question ourselves. and as I get older I do not agree with how the universe is built.
would I be able to build it better? probably not since the universe is pretty complicated. still I curse it every time I have to goto the bathroom. it's not something normal ppl realize. but we relive ourselves every time we dump our trash and consumerism in places we forget. in the sea.
that way I say we blast out nuclear waste into space. I mean who fucking cares. this is what we are.
our biggest monument to God is our waste. piles of fucking trash. is this what He wanted?
I don't agree. with the way the universe is built.
this is a major problem for me. I thought that I was ok. I could get past the pains of my youth and enjoy things. but as I got old I realize it's not so easy. I don't agree with the way the universe is built.
planets smashing into each other to make new planets. why. why destroy things that already exist in order to make new things.
and why do I have to goto the bathroom all the time. I know it has something to do with entropy but im really tired of the fucking toilet.
every time I have to relieve myself I feel like cursing God for making me this way.
I do not agree with the way this universe is built. it's cruel.
I know I said once that bad things only come from good things. and I still think it makes sense. otherwise there's no purpose. yet, there's obviously a purpose.
and it last forever. it's like in the movie Gladiator. what we do in this life lasts for an eternity. im not sure what that means.
it upsets me that people want to dumb such things down to some atomic meaningless, gravitational level. perhaps the world is built so cruelly it's the only way of making poor sense of it.
but even as enlightened as I feel, I don't agree with the way the universe is built.
and we are not supposed to. we are meant to question it because we have the power and intelligence to do so. we are meant to question God. we are meant to question ourselves. and as I get older I do not agree with how the universe is built.
would I be able to build it better? probably not since the universe is pretty complicated. still I curse it every time I have to goto the bathroom. it's not something normal ppl realize. but we relive ourselves every time we dump our trash and consumerism in places we forget. in the sea.
that way I say we blast out nuclear waste into space. I mean who fucking cares. this is what we are.
our biggest monument to God is our waste. piles of fucking trash. is this what He wanted?
I don't agree. with the way the universe is built.
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