In fact, if I had a way to kill her legally, I'd be on a plane tomorrow to do it. For real. I really would.
I just got back home from seeing the family in the Midwest. My mom has severe Alzheimer's. Her mind is completely destroyed. She doesn't know who I am anymore. She doesn't know anybody or anything anymore. She can't do anything for herself. The woman who loved me and raised me is gone, and the shambling, angry, confused mess that remains is a grotesque mockery of who she was. I hate what she has become. She would have hated what she has become. She would never have wanted to exist like this. I don't want her to exist like this. I never want to exist like this. If this is to be my fate, I sincerely hope that society will have advanced to the point that I can end my life with grace, on my terms.
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I just got back home from seeing the family in the Midwest. My mom has severe Alzheimer's. Her mind is completely destroyed. She doesn't know who I am anymore. She doesn't know anybody or anything anymore. She can't do anything for herself. The woman who loved me and raised me is gone, and the shambling, angry, confused mess that remains is a grotesque mockery of who she was. I hate what she has become. She would have hated what she has become. She would never have wanted to exist like this. I don't want her to exist like this. I never want to exist like this. If this is to be my fate, I sincerely hope that society will have advanced to the point that I can end my life with grace, on my terms.
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